To start off, no, I am not in any way in a bad mood or wanting to quit this website. At the moment though, school has been tough for me recently and art as a whole is getting me distracted from doing my best job atmost of my subjects I almost failed on, which is not what I have attempted to admit over the years. My job that I got hired at has also been taking over the majority of my free time and instead makes me tired and lazy to draw new stuff every weekend. I have been focusing on saving money to move out and buy my own computer/tablet to start off new and fresh for my art in the future. There will be however new material later this year, and my side project will most likely be active throughout now and until later on this year on my Tumblr page. No, I have not run out of ideas, as a matter of fact, I have so much more yet have no time to sketch them all out and even begin the line art process. Also to keep in mind that the art will take a while considering that this tablet I am currently using has an awful battery life and the OS is what is also making it worse for me that it is abut time to throw it out and get a new one instead. (Even just now as I am typing this, the screen would not respond unless I charge it, but now when I am charging it while using it, it goes down a percentage every 10 seconds.)
So, other than the fact that I need some new hardware to use and that school/job takes most of my time and energy up, here are some plans that I have been wanting to share. We now know that I am going to be focusing a little more on my side project, .exe, until I feel like it is time to take a break on that format as well. But for Heartbleed, that project is gonna take up a ton of time to get all the material done on time and perfectly for satisfaction. Heartbleed is probably more complicated than both of my own solo formats, but I think I wont get rid of Heartbleed anytime soon considering how fun it is for me and my girlfriend. So for my prediction on new HB material would probably have to be either Christmas this year or spring of 2019, it all depends on how busy we both are and what ideas we have that we can both work on together quickly and effiecently. As for my main solo format, my prediction is late summer of this year, since I am going to try to get more time and have some more ideas to finish at this time, I am gonna also have to find a way to keep my job and have steady hours so I have enough to get my goal by the end of this year. So, since all of that is out of the way, lets talk about where I am at online.
Facebook is a no go for me at the moment, having to hear the news about what is going on and how many people have been affected by this manner angered me. So, Facebook and Instagram are now no longer my supported and active accounts until further notice when the company decides to act uo and have a better understanding on how to run a company properly. Tumblr, I have three blogs/websites, one is for .exe, one is for Heartbleed and the other are my personal favorite drawings I made over the years (basically a compilation), and I do go on there every once and awhile to see if I can make some edits and also post stuff on one of the blogs (mainly .exe). Will probably make a personal blog for status updates like this to be made and also some secret sketches and leaks I might put out if there is a audience willing to support me. DeviantArt will always be online every single day, so dont every worry about sending me a note or some art, I will respond asap! Twitter is also my most used platform at the moment, so come tweet with me and hopefully you'll keep up with what I retweet and tweet about everyday. And lastly, Discord, I am on about 3 servers on Discord at the moment (one of them has two separate versions so I count three of them as one whole server with the same people), so if you wanna come talk to me and maybe start a conversation about the universe, come hit me up, Id love to chat!
For now, I am gonna probably make this the last paragraph of this journal entry until I feel like something I have in mind can be added here. So for the past 6 years on this website, I have been improving my art and how I communicate with so many amazing people all around the world. But now only have I improved on my art on here for the past 6 years, but personally myself as well. I have been in depression, I have been heart broken for so long, I have lost some friends, and I have even made some huge mistakes in the past. But those do not matter to me at this point, I am now 18, an adult, and I have learned from what is right and what is wrong, and what I feel is right is by telling you all that I have improved well as a person and I am thankful by God that I am. I will keep trying my very best to be more active and a much better and more open person than I was 6 years ago. And probably even shorter than that as a matter of fact. I hope that you all can come along with me on this great journey to success and inprovement together. For now, thank you, for everthing. My closest friends on the EoA server, God bless you all for being such amazing and loving people and know when I need you all the most. Friends on the heavn server, you all have been so supportive and awesome rock stars to me, you all deserve so much and I am thankful for being your admin on there and being a good friend to you all as well. Anyway, thank you all so much for the love and kindness over the years, and I sure am ready for the next 6 years to come by and be better than ever.. God bless you all from the bottom of my heart Peace!